eugene . yong: Archive

Nov 16th

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She

She always needs another 5minutes in bed She loves to hold on and tug the shirt you are wearing especially when asleep She loves being greeted with the smell of coffee brewing in the mornings She loves to make the house smell like freshly baked bread, especially on weekend nights She loves her foot rub, when we’re watching the telly She loves ice cream- even when in the cold She makes...

Nov 15th

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I am a raging rage. A volcano, once dormant now explosive. Once fireworks were beautiful, now just one big fury filled blast, heard for days, felt for months, oddly however seen by few. It’s hard to keep a volcano dormant. Dormant or not any more, I am this spewing volcano. Raging. With the occasional fuel that I wish I didn’t have, making each blast louder, more violent.

Nov 14th

who the fuck?

A monster. Angst ridden. Anger does not disappear. It stays firmly for a long time. This is not me. I am not me. Am I me? Have I changed, being different? Or has things changed and I have not moved along? Do I trust? Or am I even trusted anymore? Am I giving up or has the world given up on me? I just crave for the simple. But am I simply just making the simple untangle? Do I deserve all...

Nov 14th

BLOODY FUCKING SHIT. HANDCUFFS, BALLS AND CHAINS AND SUCH. FUCKING BLOODY SHIT

Nov 14th

I realise I come to this only when I am upset. Or when I feel I have so much pent inside me that needs letting out. It feels I turn to this as solace from the thing called life where I can be only with you one to you. Only you and I in a world that I can be calm. feel every pain, every pin drop silence without having to worry. Where I can let out what I otherwise can’t in the world called...

Aug 25th

An aged 12 year old its now my friend to calm my tired nerves. Served on the rocks. I wish I could just forget everything.

Jul 14th

Once

We were once happy and comfortable with the quietness. Because we knew how we felt. Now. I fear the quiet because it shows we have nothing to relate to and talk about- drifting.

Jul 14th

Accept

Today I succumb. Today I give in to. Today I realise. Today I have thought that are clear. Today I accept. That we are in a place where we would not want to be. But it is a place many end up. And it is a place that many do end up getting out of. And we should be one of them. Even darker days ahead before sunnier ones. I am accepting this. Because it has become us. I now recognise it,...

Jul 13th

Again

And so it happened again. My fault again. Again. So tired of the ‘agains’ So tired of going through the motions of it again. Hoping it will never happen again. I can’t change fast enough. Principles (or lack of) is hard to change. I don’t have enough time. Clock is ticking. Again. Losing time again. I need to do it fast. Before it is too late. I am trying so...

Jul 11th

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Jun 9th

i’m sticking with you, cause i am made of glue

Jun 8th

Perfect

Almost a perfect day today. And I spent it with you. It did not need big gestures, it did not need spending money we didn’t have. It only needed us. Both relaxed, easing in to a Sunday with banana leaf rice for lunch, sorting the laundry, spent nice quiet time at starbucks- reading seperately but together. Drinking coffee one hot one cold. Taking an afternoon naps that are rare, tending to...

Jun 5th

me. world. you. great!

May 22nd

The silence is deafening. Reactions, none. Just real cold, quiet. I hope this is not how things will be because this is not how it is suppose to be. It pains. Much more than is seen. Yearning for it to be like how it was once again- badly.

May 20th

Thiis keeps playing today, telling me something?

May 19th

Real Love

It is real when we get upset It is real to fight- ocassionally It is real to get annoyed- sometimes It is real when we don’t agree on everything It is real when we tumble It is real that not everyone likes you It is real when what we have is tested It is real when we know the worst can happen unexpectedly It is real when knowing that it isn’t a bed of roses It is real when...

May 19th

Sometimes

Sometimes. Just sometimes. Nothing goes your way all the time, forever. Things will turn for the worse when you least expect but it will all be better. In the moment of madness, time stands still, the chaos amplifies, blowing your mind out of proportion. Hurtfulness aplenty. When we step out of the fury only do we realise what actually is. When we then realise it’s just that- isolated.

May 19th

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May 11th

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May 8th

long time no tumblr.

May 8th

2011

Began in earnest. Many challenges from the past, many opportunities in the year. To right the wrong To strive to be strong To live life a little more To give and receive love a bountiful lot more To cement the foundation to build our great story For many more years to come

Jan 4th

In my life, I love you more.

Jan 4th

“Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius and it’s better to be absolutely...”

– Marilyn Monroe (via kari-shma)

Jan 4th

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Oct 30th

Jul 13th

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Jul 7th

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Jul 7th

461 notes

happy day

The day may not have started off the best way. But know that the day, like us will only get better. Happy Year 1. And many more seconds, days, weeks, months and years to come.

Jul 7th

“When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.”

– Ralph Waldo Emerson (via acrossthewaters)

Jul 4th

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Lest we forget.

Q: What is Love? A: It’s the longing we have to know God Q: How do you know we found true love? A: The same way we know when our house in on fire. We just know - Yasmin Ahmad-

Jun 24th

Jun 20th

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Jun 20th

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Jun 15th

I dreamed of you on my farm I dreamed of you in my arms But dreams are always wrong I never dreamed I’d hurt you I never dreamed I’d lose you In my dreams, I’m always strong And now the creek is rising And all my bridges burnt I always dreamed of big crowds Plooms of smoke and high clouds But dreams don’t last for long I have my suspicions When the stars are in position All...

Jun 1st