November152011
who the fuck?
A monster.
Angst ridden.
Anger does not disappear. It stays firmly for a long time. This is not me.
I am not me. Am I me?
Have I changed, being different? Or has things changed and I have not moved along?
Do I trust? Or am I even trusted anymore?
Am I giving up or has the world given up on me?
I just crave for the simple. But am I simply just making the simple untangle?
Do I deserve all these? Or am I deserving of it?
I can never seem to get over things or is the big, gangrene like wound keeps being hurt without being given the chance to heal?
Am I a bird caged? Or am I a bird free but being caged by the 4 walls?
Am I being watched? Or am I just paranoid?
Am I jaded? Or has I lost the lust for life?
WHAT THE FUCK/ WHO THE FUCK AM I AND WHAT THE FUCK AM I FUCKING DOING RIGHT/ WRONG ANYWAY?
